I'm Scared...

Lately I've been scared, Oh don't ask why, I can't answer that. Well I could, but I'd blabber on alot...as per usual...
Gosh How I sound so er er er whats the word, oh yeh erm boring. Probably cos I am bored, and proper dead like innit. Check Me, I'm a cool cat..yeh yeh yeh.
Well thats what I say to myself, at work.
Hmm talking about work its so boring, I've got so much work to do, and thankfully I'm learning alot too. Yet I don't find it fulfilling anymore. I've made a few changes to my life. Like got rid of things which I realised used to drag me back, got a new car, yet I'm not feeling a sense of fulfillment or satisfaction.. Is this cos I'm a selfish person? Yeh Maybe your right, mangos thoughts.

Sometimes in life it seems like we've got no control, Hmm I want to take control, and shake things back into place. Just such a shame that life does not work like that, Maybe these things happen for a reason, a test and all that jazz. The thing that bothers me is why the need for all the tests, Surely one person can only take so much, right?



Enjoy this dude.

Hey guys and gals, or whatever you are...I don't mind :S
This is my home, to rant, rave, be hysterical and nutty on. Not to mention Moody, as I think that sums up what Mango is all about... *rolls eyes*
I'll post something meaningful and meaty later on i think...
Right now i'm a curl up and cry for a while. :

Your Birthdate: December 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November

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